Stuck on a one way street, With ton's of obstacle's.

So today I woke up hoping everything would atleast go alright, and next thing I know is I here this voice yelling at me again "Go to school!', and again it's an hour early, before it's even time to walk out the door,... so in the back of my head, I feel another hemredge building up, being pushed around again for absoltly no apperent reason at all, really now I feel like I'm ready to cry and shatter to the floor, to live another day in misery with another demon in my life, lived w/ no hope to look at the world w/ even a smile...How much I was hated by this person, their happiness is to watch me suffer, why?...because It's jealous, and cannot stand my successes,...Cuz I shine.